It's the same old things that drive us here and never go away.

I often think that I love too easy. Like when you get new clothes, you want to wear them everyday and everywhere you go. When I find a new friend, I almost instantly want to be their best friend and hang out with them everyday and go everywhere with them. This becomes a problem when in the middle of hanging out with them, you start asking yourself if they are getting tired of you. Which leads you to start slowly backing off from the friendship and eventually talking yourself out of being their friend. I always think the worst and worry about everything. Sorry if this doesn't make any sense. I'm also sorry if you are a victim of this. Please know that I'm trying my best to not be so clingy. I just don't want to lose my friends.

Take care.